Category Archives: Existence

Let me be

Measure not the quantity of my words,
rather search for the meaning of the few I am able to sob

Measure not my anger or frustration when I reach deep down to find my soul only to fail
or when I try to understand and embrace the unknown ways of love.

Fear not my tears or pity me, for my tears are not sorrows but rain returning to the sun
Try not to fix me because
In your world, I am a broken soul

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Sorrow

Summer drift
the smell of you
arriving with the wind
no one else to give
the memories of guilt

“It should have been me,
or another day,
i was not a good listener,
i wandered off,
when I should have stayed”

I spoke the words you needed to hear
in the silence of my screams
that day
when the pouring down rain
smothered the sounds of my love
and weakened your strength

shoreless

i blossom
aches and pains
roots, riverside deep
a flowing canvas of happy dreams

i dream
wellspring
of a wanderer’s love
brief

i feel
raindrops melody
claiming rebirth
the earth in my soul spins

arms waiting to hold
this fragile being

steady heartbeat
harmony
midnight love
speak

afternoon calm

It is not a matter of time or words that can console, redeem, lift or let you down
I don’t need any of that…
Just a glimpse of your sadness when we are not together, the happiness engraved in your heart when all else falls apart

You need nothing but sunshine, the moon, a gentle breeze and an unseen smile
A soft whisper of coffee calling your name just as the waves bring forgotten treasures to life

You and I… a kiss, across different worlds and spaces celebrating
Nothingness,
Letting go of everything others hold
Another shade of love ghostly floating, burning away in the dark

Shades of moonlight

Crippled, are my hands
Numb my desire to walk
Following the rhythm of a aching heart
The distant sound and curves of a city and a love refusing to die

~
Stillness inside
Memory perfectly fitting
Every valley and mountain
Every wave of her fury and tenderness
Every scar

~

Taking a deep, prolonged breath
Once more becoming
Shades of moonlight

-let me-

Let me be that word I never wrote

The first glimpse on light after the storm
The shelter from all sounds
The balm caressing your wounds
The gravity that pulls you in
The dewdrop of every kiss
The intoxicating blossom and thorn

Let me be your silence and your song

finding the way

If am I
to dream
again
i must go
where surface and endlessness blend
and beauty; is ice and flame

Surrender

I cannot breathe… when you get close to me
You change the shape of my lungs, the ability of my lips

sunset

I am but a fading thought
Running out of words…
A promise made to the perishable world
A tear of sorrow struggling not to fall

Arrows

I have not broken any dreams
Or the heart that shadowed me
I simply capture the loneliness of your week
Randomly falling like autumn leaves
Your eyes stuck in a forever feel
A bitter smile
Trapped in mystic clouds
Dripped

Stone and shoreline
Ghost of a time
Yet to be

wish…

I curl,
Hands on my knees
Liquid pain
Cold penetrating the skin
Voices in my head carrying sounds away
Across sunny fields
And oceans of dreams

Your lips,
Uttering a morning sweet
Dawn kissing me
Awaken to your eyes
Wanting to remain there
Dare not to breathe

How long…do you think?

Silence

Broken wings
Bruised and torn
Bleeding love
To cover snow-covered
Souls
…~…

I

I am nothing but a dream
A creation of your love
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sunset

I am a deeply wounded storm
Caressing your hopes
Your bitterness and fears
The secrets of your soul
No-one before
Has ever been so close
Close enough
to catch me on the air as I fall
Breathing life into me
When weeping and tired
I surrender – a lover no more
Downstream, let us flow
Free, unknown
A mountain of silence
A river of insanity
A whispering song

tears

In the beauty of water
Eyes-of Love full
Making-me a moon!

Whisper 24

Waiting for a kiss
~
Earth
~
Quiver

Simple as this…

I look at the visible life forever still
a life that never goes or comes
outside the tide of fear
folded, like an autumn leave
about to fall into an eternal drip
of colours, light and darkness, death and rebirth
revealing its most beautiful nudity
learning to live
this new life
away from the judging eyes of “we”
i look at the invisible life of “me”
forever free

words

I slowly dissolve in your mouth without vanishing
Castaway every minute of your day
In the vastness of your ocean
Droplets of hope rebirth

embrace

The man talking to the moon with only his breath
Does not have a piece of me-but my whole
Broken and rebuilt in one everlasting night of joy
In his kingdom of rain and perfumed mist
He swore not to ever be
Half again day-night, calm-storm
As I lay on his lips and get absorbed
Wandering on unknown worlds
Someone at the other end of this life-like dream
Will reach
Not for a part of a dream by others dreamed
But for a simple
…I am here, say nothing at all…cry softly my love and be
Love for others to hold on….

Whisper-19

I have no direction, just the wind’s blow
The smell of your skin
If I lose myself within time’s frost
If I become,
Fragile
Maybe it was meant to be
Letting go… just to be [with] you